Hearing from you makes my week. Only one more month!

Spent an hour looking for korys keys before realizing they were on his person. More importantly I’m quite thankful I didn’t drink as much as I wanted to seeing as how when we were searching in the car a cop came up and ran our ids and yours truly had to take a breathalizer test, after 3 mixed stinks with time inbetween I blew a .045 that could have ended badly. Now I get to wake up in 3 hours to take a shower before work. Summer’s already getting interesting.

The truth is, I’m miserable without you. I’m not 100%sure why I think that I’m going to wake up one morning and not think about you and not miss you. I put myself in these situations to fill the attention void and it works for a while but everything always makes me end up thinking about you. I want you home. Now. I want to be selfish. I want you to get off that airplane and tell me that you missed me and I dont know, but something. I need you to tell me that you still care about me and that I’m allowed to be stupid but that things will be okay. I’m sick of your best friend telling me you miss me, I need to hear it from you. Just come home already. Ask anyone, it always comes back to you. I want what Josh and Emmy have but I want it with you. Just come home and stay a while so I can give it a shot. Everytime you leave is what makes this more difficult.

I find it absolutely ridiculous but I am so excited to help Emmy plan her wedding! Dress shopping is going to be so much fun and I can’t wait to find bridesmaid dresses and help her pick out the colors. Say Yes to the Dress here we come!

The potomac kicked my ass today but that’s okay because at least I didn’t drown.